like when other people do it I never think twice about it but as soon as I do it I’m like your voice is ugly and I think you look weird

I'm part of that few percent that has a genuine fear of talking on camera. I hate my voice. I think it's awful. I don't know why talking to a camera is the most embarrassing thing I could possibly do, but I just recorded my first voiceover today and I think it came out good, but I'm still like weirdly embarrassed to post it. So I thought I would join the trend of just taking a normal video of me talking and posting that first and then hopefully I'll just get over this stupid irrational fear of being able to talk online. I think it's so dumb.