Replying to @Jessica Algrim #womenempowerment #men #emotionalconnection #healing

Hey, hi, yes, hello. I have read the comments. It's kind of overwhelming because I have always had a way with words. I just never thought that anybody would want to hear it. And even now, like I'm reading the comments and I'm like, no, I couldn't. But like the fact of the matter is yesterday, I was behind the computer and I was typing and I didn't intend for that to happen. I didn't intend for any of this to happen. If anything, I definitely thought that I would get feedback on the relationship aspect, but I didn't think to get such an outpour for writing. So I am currently working on something that's kind of like a blog. Why did I say that like that? I don't know. Like a blog and I love the 90s Y2K and to be in my Carrie Bradshaw moment. That's really cool. So I am for anybody that wants to read anything that I have to say. It's coming. And I want to thank everybody for leaving a comment, for all the encouragement, for all the men, all the women, all the women and the women who have been through what I'm going through and having to heal from such awful men. And I want to use this voice and then this encouragement and this idea to share my healing, share how everything that I've been through has benefited me now and see the silver lining and share how I intend to build myself to be someone I want to partner. That makes sense. But for the most part, I'm also learning how to be okay with myself, how to love myself, how to not see myself in a masculine light. And at the same time, I want to try to figure out how I can allow myself to be vulnerable enough to sink into a soft cloud of femininity on my own without a masculine presence. But from all of my research and therapy sessions and from my understanding, we as humans are built for that human connection, that one-on-one, that love. And to not have it at my age, it's like I am missing something. Yes, I want to be a strong, independent woman. Yes, I don't want to need a man, but to some degree, you know, I do. He really is my emotional support animal. I don't know what the fuck, but we really do. And when I say that women are supposed to be nurtured, if you think back to Adam and Eve, if you think back to caveman times, like if I picture myself as a cavewoman on my own trying to survive, my body is not built to carry the weight of the man. My body is not built to handle the cortisol levels. My body isn't built for this. So, I mean, yeah, I eventually want that. And it's like, I've never had it. I've never had a display of it. I look at that family and it's not real to me, but it is. It's right there. I was talking to her. She looked at me and she didn't look at me like with this privilege. She looked at me like she was talking to a person. How could she be so beautiful and so perceptive of someone like me? She saw me. And I think she knew that. I like to think she knew that. So, yeah. Thank you. Love y'all.