when I’m done processing I’ll be more thoughtful but all I got right ...

as you promised me that i was more than all the miles combined you must have had yourself a change of heart thought halfway through the drive as your voice showed off exactly as you passed my exit sign kept on driving straight and left our future to the right now i am stuck between my anger and the blame that i can't face and memories or something even smoking weed does not replace and i am terrified of weather because i see you when it rains and doc told me to travel but there's covid on the planes and i love vermont but it's the season of the sticks and i suck your mom she forgot that i exist